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I haven't written in a while, and here's why

Life has somehow managed to get even more chaotic than ever. Just to make ends meet I have had to take on more than one other job. My days now begin at 4am and they end at irregular times each day. In addition to the extra stress it is now the holiday season and I hate the holidays. Over the weekend my husband and I went back to my home to visit my family. This is our first Thanksgiving since my mother died and so we wanted to be together. It was stressful to get the funds together to pay for the trip and the trip itself was incredibly sad and disappointing.  My family is an absolute mess and they always have been, but after the antics of this weekend, I am almost certain that my husband now wants nothing at all to do with his in-laws every again, and I frankly don't blame him. And now, as the first of yet another new month approaches, I am scrambling to get the money together for rent and bills. There just aren't enough hours in the day for me to make the money I need to k...

An honest list of things that turn me on

For years I have been told that my sex drive is abnormally high, and after collecting anecdotal data from everyone and anyone who would talk to me about it, I am inclined to agree.  I am frequently plagued by sexual desire that never ceases, never rests, and is always underneath just about every moment of my life. While much of the time it can be a lot of fun to be so easily and so constantly turned on, there are other times when it is inconvenient and I would really rather be able to focus on something other than sex. For your entertainment, here is a list of things that turn me on or make me think about sex. Laughing: being made to laugh almost always results in physical arousal for me. The funnier the joke or circumstance, the more turned on I get. A man with a sense of humor is a MUST. Eating good food: food has always been sensual to me, and the better the food is the hornier it makes me. Being able to share a delicious meal with someone is an even bigger turn on. Exerci...